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still, at Marina Mandarin.. ((:
Monday, November 30, 2009
presenting, Rotten Apples of the year.. ((:we did great for Dance Explosion 4 Finals.. all of us, including Sneak Beatz and Fantastic Force.. yes we didn't earn a place but we all know in our hearts, we're damn good at entertaining and we enjoyed ourselves.. thad's the main reason why our passion is; To Dance.. ((:
stick to our motto and strive for the best in the future..
to those who cried, please don't be disheartened.. cos' it's a competition and it's either, win or lose.. nothing to be sad about cos' there are more opportunities up ahead and we gave our very best.. and it's a tough competition so just keep reminding yourselves, "I Am Good".. =DD
as stated on the title, im still at Marina Mandarin.. currently eating cup noodles with Syahril and watching Animal Planet while waiting for the others to be awake for breakfast.. and yet again, i didn't sleep.. -__-"
nothing so surprising about thad.. i have been sleeping so late since im not sure when myself.. and surprisingly, im not bored.. HAHAHA! had fun here.. as usual, with the screams, teasing, hempap-ing, it's so much fun down here.. after awhile since we spent time together.. ((:
no matter whad you did, no matter whad you said.. but at the end of the day, you'll know thad whadever you did will always make my day.. seeing your face, brightens my life.. with thousands of lights, thad might comeby.. i know it's hard for you to accept me but no matter to thad.. cos' i know i'll always cater you.. ♥
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when you realised..
Monday, November 23, 2009
you know it's falling apart.. you know it has never been the times thad we meet.. and you know it yourself, thad we'll never forget you.. on behalf of all of them, i shall say whad's needed.. for now at least.. cos' my head has been playing with lots of questions nowadays and they are questions with no answers but only possibilities.. but hey, we trust you with our lives.. ((:i don't really know how to use the word 'Homie' or 'Hommey'.. whichever, you'll know whad i'm trying to say.. sometimes it just so happen thad we were all there.. and we as humans, can't possibly change another humans' perception.. towards us or anything along thad line.. and US being US, just mind our own business cos' problem could rise anytime, anyday and anywhen.. humans.. never fail to bring other humans down.. -__-"
tried to pin-point our mistakes but hey, did you realise thad you're doing whad we did? i emphasise on my DID.. why? whad's the motive behind all thad? whad evil intention do you have in mind to make us fall apart? nothing i repeat, Nothing's going to stop us.. i am being oblivious towards all of you.. cos' i know by doing thad, it'll cool things down between all of us.. but No.. humans like to rekindle the flame when it's already been extinguished.. leave it there and pretend, nothing ever happen.. how fucked up is thad? -__-"
bear in mind, your brain has some function to do which is to think everything through.. not to copy-paste into your brain and let it be there.. you make the choice, you make your decision.. it's all in your hands, not ours.. and you know again, we ♥ you alot.. ((:
im feeling god damn drowsy right now.. synflex, 2 beaflu, 2 panadols and cough syrup.. just to stop myself from getting sick any sooner.. Dance Explosion is taking a toll on me.. just like boulders fell onto you, thad's the pain thad i'm feeling right now.. i was not so great, it was not thad bad.. and if we get into finals, it's my turn.. ((:
fuck.. i feel like sleeping now.. i don't even have the strength to open up my eye lids.. fuck pills and cough syrup.. -__-"
sometimes i just wish, i could be living in a cottage at any country side.. not country club, mind you.. slow and peaceful, more than enough to think on your own.. sit by the corridor on a rocking chair and admire the serenity of the view.. i wish.. i wish..
♥
imissualready.. ):
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hello world..
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
yes i'm back.. with nothing so new.. just the old ordinary story of my daily life.. ((:been broke for 3 god damn weeks.. can you imagine thad? even while i'm working.. i'm struggling handling my own life but i'm glad my friends and family are here to help.. not money wise but just supporting is enough.. and i'm glad to have people like them.. and guess whad?! i survived 16days of retail! -__-"
and thanks to some mysterious person for transferring cash to my account.. i was so relieved thad it was there when i wanted to check whether my pay is in or not.. thank you so much man.. i still need to know who is it, have yet to check.. -__-"
and yes.. this is a long due story which i have yet to tell anyone.. and i thought in the past, thad person was just exaggerating things.. but now, i believe you.. i know, thad 3-months theory does apply here.. -__-"
you cannot i repeat, CANNOT trust all of your friends.. money, is nothing compared to them.. even my personal belongings well except for, my phone and all.. -__-"
there's such things call 'Your Close Friend Liking/Loving Your BF/GF'.. it does happen.. liking, i don't mind.. but loving, how eh? in a way, he/she is double crossing you isn't it? to make it worst, he/she didnt say anything to you.. and to make it worser, it's behind your back..
wahhh testing my patience man!! but i'm cool.. no ones perfect and well, none of my exs are thad well too including me so why bother? i don't.. for the fact thad it's my close friend.. fuck.. heart pain big time.. fuck up.. people are just sick in the brain man..
goodnight everyone..
call me!
((:
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kill me..
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Would You..Pull The Trigger If I Told You To Point The Gun To My Head?
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