i just reached home now. as usual, aliff and his last mins plans to stay out. ergh! damn u! and please next time tell us beforehand so i should get my stuffs ready. okaye i was abit bored down there. with some othera dancing like fie, shahrul, mazie, ayul and some others. abit outcast though but its good to have ash, amerie, aliff and ili of course. the best company. and the 'best' company have people MIA-ing.
for one eg. is my super hot black lady, da. and my super hot scorhing man, aimm. miss staying out late with them. the laughs. the funny faces and noises you guys made when asleep. hahahh! like wth i know. but i just miss them can. ((:
i guess i made to a conclusion that is so random. listening to songs, thinking about you. i know it may not seem that i care during those msges but i do. what im trying to say is that, people change overtime. i dont know if its me or the other party. one of the 'symptoms' is that, you somehow expect MORE. and another symptom, you tend to be strict but in the end, you regretted and saying sorry in the end. well thats not all and theres still more to that. but you dont expect me to type it out dont you? lol!
i have nothing to say to this cause' im experiencing one of them. sometimes its just shitty you know having to experience this. when either of us did something to cause' the heartache of the other, it will resulted in retribution. its just like a payback for the things you did. and this will never solve anything. and i realised that. but the important thing to do is also realising what youve done instead of having it being pointed out.
i dont know it all depends on individuals you know. but that doesnt mean you can do whatever you please. people do have feelings and we as their partner, have to take care of that too. well i tried but i dont know where my mistake is. i hope we could be more open on this. tell me what you felt not right and not just immaturely saying it w/o any warning. *sigh it is a burden. a burden which can lead you to a good life with someone. but you have to mind your step. or it will resulted in any unfathomable consequences.
hahahh! i sound just like a counsellor. whatever mellysong. it feels so great to say something you wanted. especially to something that wont reply you back. hahahh! crap. oh ya before i forgot!
to that certain someone who thinks we are PLASTIC and such HYPOCRITE people, please dont even bother to hang out with us. coz' you know, were PLASTIC and we didnt treat you like how we felt. and were going to show you how much we hated the fact that you said that about us. BEHIND OUR BACKS! read this. and i hope you get my msg. sorry is not enough to cure these mistake youve done. coz' youve caused a really big scar on us and its hard for us to forgive and forget. this thing have never happened before. but what the heck!
and i trusted you as our friend. but now, no more. enough is enough i tell you. its okaye if we lose as long as we dont act PLASTIC in front of you. and i really hope you read this coz' i know. you dont know that we know. ((:
baby i miss you and i love you so much.
im sorry for anything ive done and i hope you can forgive me.
*smuacks
