okaye i know i just reach home. stayed out with aliff, wawan and ayeen. it was suppose to be for the LAST TRAIN trip. but end up, waited for wawan till' late. and so the story goes on. yeaps kinda f. up stayed out. aliff had his own problems and same goes for me. i got used to it somehow. holding back my questions and rantings. just to make me (read:look) happy.
it was a last min plan. and you know i always had last mins planning. but why do you have to act this way? it's not that i don't want to tell you but im waiting for you to reach home. you wont picked up your phone. all of us there can't sms out. and so i told you when you called me. and i explained at same time, i apologised. you made me so confused. if you think it's not fair for you, think about it.
im already happy. happy with you and everyone else. and i guess only you didn't see it. i thanked you for helping out during my hard times esp. you know when. but let me guess? you think i took advantage of you? big NO. well if you think so, it's up to you. sometimes it's hard for me to answer your questions coz' the i've already given you the answer. and still you kept asking. it's not that im sick of it, it's just i gave you time to think for yourself whether or not you decide to open up with me. if that's a no, then it's up to you.
i know this is so out of the topic and very random. a friend in need is a friend indeed. heard that phrase before don't ya'll think? and sometimes these kind of friends don't deserve to call themselves your FRIENDS. it sucked big time you know. you know like you thought he/she was good. been friends for so long. and end up, he/she is a big time asshole.
well anyone felt the pinch, you know who you are. if you just being friends with me to share our knowledge, i don't mind. but if your purpose is the opposite, then you might as well forget it. baby always said i've been too kind to people. and that's when they start to dig everything out of me and just throw me one side. [b*tchy tone] okaye been there. [/b*tchy tone] that's just so juvenile. i realised my mistakes coz' baby made me. i cried for my own mistakes and what they did to me. and no more mr. mellysong nice guy. i do what i do and i don't care what people say.
i made my own decisions and only me knows what's right for me. if ya'll think that's a bad idea, i think you guys are just jealous. *bluek you took my idea, you took stuffs (can be anything) from me and most of all, you took my style. i know that's very harsh. let's see who's better at it. ((: *muacks i kiss you goodbye b*tch and go kiss that black ass. i don't know whose but go for it. *grins
day by day, it's getting better. dance i mean. it's just so happy to see it's progressing. but hope we could make it on time. alright we're ready for BUTT'S OFF baybeh! it will be held at Far East Plaza by the fountain. starting from 1300 hrs i think. hehe! support Karma.Sutra ya'll. ((:
mell is so happy that he could eat one tray of crispy top brownies.
at the same time, worried. ):
