okayes. i accidentally fell asleep after i rained myself with my own tears. im lost, like seriously. why must you say that? why must you say all that 'if you can't bare with me' thing. i didn't say anything at all. if you want to know what i meant by 'you never realise' just so you know, it's about you realising what you're doing. must i explain everything? *that's a question
i told you before. think before you do something. the way you said it in front of your friend. i don't mind all those concerns but what about the condenming part? 'you make it look stupid' and that cold 'exactly' remark. what you trying to show? im always at wrong? and i repeat this again to make you remember just like a small kid. THINK BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING. and about that message you sent me. what's up with that? i don't understand why must you say all that? if you think you're having a hard time, have a thought for me. and from now on, my last words will always be 'think what you want'.
sometimes it just hurt you deeply. and sorry is not enough for that. for whatever you say when someone misunderstood it even if you explained to them enough. and sometimes you feel like giving up but no. you loved them so much that it's hard for you to do it. you're going to try no matter what. there are questions in my head right now but i guess i'll keep that question for my counselling session with a psychiatrist. i just hope that. seriously, i don't know what to hope anymore. coz' i have too much of them. ((:
well enough of that. let's update on Hari Raye pics! well this the pic i took on the 2nd day of Hari Raye. how stupid of me. 1st day went for Raye but NO batteries. ergh! sick i know. well let's just cut it short alrite? ((:
okayes this the 3rd day. when things went so smoothly and the whole family is gado-less that day. how cool is that? my do'a terkabul man. lol!
and this is yesterday's photos. i know cam whoring like fcuk but wth. my battery charger is gone. ergh!
and to top off the day, these two special photos for me. my great dad and my great dede. hehe!
i don't know why but these pictures just tickled me so much. hahahh! see what i mean?! lol! okayes you know i still love you. ergh!
mell is super confused.
have he done enough or he needs to do it more?
