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You Hit Me Like A Tidal Wave
The name is Mell.
You know I don't care what you think of me.
But, please be considerate and respect whatever I have to say.
At least, leave your name before you go. :)
at last im back blogging. been busy lately with Butt's Off competition. it worked out didn't it? at least my dream came through. we got through the finals. and there loads of new names. and that's what shocked me. they were so cool and so good. very refreshing. ((:
this is the video so enjoy.
i fell sick yesterday. could barely carry myself around the house. laying outside by my balcony and just did one thing i do best. sleep. in my head was like I HAVE PRACTICE TODAY and SOMEONE CAME AND I DIDN'T ENTERTAIN THEM. i know what the fcuk but that was the best i could do man. layed there from 1400 hrs to almost 2300 hrs. i was helpless with noone around the house. BODDO!
and im still feeling the 'sickness' in me now. very irritating. body aches. fever. my head spinning in squares. huh? okaye whatever. and im missing baby already. hope you're coming over today.
sometimes i think that just getting into the finals is not enough. why? coz' the heats wasn't the best and it's abit messy. even though some people think that OKAYE WE'VE GOT INTO THE FINALS WE'RE GOOD ENOUGH ALREADY AND DON'T NEED ANYMORE PRACTICE. fcuk to that. coz' if your friends think you're good, maybe they're just making you feel better. hahaha! i haven't been laughing for the whole day yesterday so give me time.
and to the whole lot of you there. i hope you get my message. doesn't mean im not there we're not suppose to progress. the least you could do is just clean up the steps and bring out new ideas. and try not to blame you peeps not informed of me not coming. i don't always do that you know. be in my shoes and you know how does everything feel. im not putting all the weight on me but please have your own initiative to do something rather than just following others.
ergh! im gonna puke soon. i don't know if i should feel this way. hating some people is as easy as anything but to regain back their trust, i don't think so. it's what you guys did made us hated you so much. and yet you people don't realise it but instead, try to cover up your mistakes and pointing out our mistake. that's like so stupid. i think it's time outsiders comment on you. it's called retribution. we didn't fight back but outsiders will. boddo!
i think i need a change. more experience in dance maybe? different style maybe? i don't know. just waiting for the moment to come.
