okaye im back. been bored lately and just finished my solo and group performance at tampines yesterday. it was whack to the max coz' i was sicka dn i was forgetting steps. very unlikely me i know. so embarrass can like OMG! and my solo. ergh! it's good that no one took the video if not i will just throw myself in the drain. my 1st solo performance, sucked!
okaye what the fuck. yesterday a very long day for me actually. in the afternoon had a photoshoot with KS and RAGE inclusive of renni. it was quite fun actually and i can't wait for the outcome! very excited like of coz'. this is our 1st photoshoot outdoors. and this is NOT cam-whoring okaye. lol! friends have been in a rough state actually. well it's manageable but yes they've gone through alot. whatever to that.
some people we don't realise they are bad, are actually bad. =.=" well that's the most simplest way i can say. these people are so cunning that we ourselves don't expect them to do such things. and that, will result in more miscommunication. ergh! so hating that.
i've guessed it enough already. so much guessing till' im tired of it. we can't trust these people. friends ARE friends but we still have to draw the line b/w them and us. and for now, enough is enough. like a quote from warda. 'why must bombard but not talk-things-out?' there's a very big difference b/w them. yes we are weak in BOMBARDING but if you to TALK THINGS OUT, im sure we could come up with a solution and see who is at the wrong. sometimes you tried to explain yourself but you didn't explain in the way you wanted it to go. that's why THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING.
maybe BOMBARDING is abit too uncivilised. well not abit but alot. it's were you go to that people and start screaming about what you want to know about. you didn't take it slow but instead you gave the people a jump start that made them speechless for your actions. well that's very cowardy you know coz' you know ONLY you want to win this thing. but to TALK THINGS OUT is to do it in a more civilised way, having everyone sit together and start slow. even if it's getting intense, try to keep calm and be patient about it. i know anger can sometimes make you blow but after that we can apologise.
it's all about your mindset okaye people? do what you think it's right and everything will go smoothly. and just remember this. in this world, not all live in the UNCIVILISED way but they are also the CIVILISED people. so think about that. very the speech eh. hmm. i hope evrything change and people realise what we wanted out of them coz' we already know what the people wanted. ((:
most probably, baby is still sleeping at home now. feeling can wake up early to come and meet me but well. i waited for baby's call but it didn't came so here i am blogging and going to SLEEP! bye!
mell's loving you baby.
deep deep kaye?
muacks!
