it all came back with no warning.. it gave me a nightmare.. it's like watching
4bia but i'm the only one there.. i tried my best not to think of it but it just came..
it felt as if there's thousands of bullets directing to me.. and what's worse, all bullets hit me.. and the gunner.. it's for me to know and you to find out.. *it's the same dream all the way
but i will only keep it to myself.. it's like showing me that something's going to happen again and it's bad.. can i not face it, again?
everytime i think of it, tears flowing down without me knowing.. cause' it
hurts so much, and tell me how am i suppose to tend to these wounds? it just came and i didn't do that on purpose.. wtf so emo..
who am i going to talk to?
who am i going to depend on?
who am i going to show my feelings?
definitely, not you at this time..
my heart is very
fragile right now.. im not sure why... maybe i've been
keeping too much or anything it could be.. but
1 simple mistake would mean
alot to me.. i shall be
strong.. and wish i could see the future to know what to do..
it just happened..
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