woke up to a very bad weather.. it rained like it never rained before.. didn't realise my window was opened and splashes of rain water onto my face.. that's what woke me up in my deep dreamy sleep.. oh yes first of all,
I'M SO SORRY AIN AND DADA! I DIDN'T MEAN
TO WAKE UP LATE BUT I THINK I'M TOO TIRED ALREADY.
I'M SO SORRY GALS! WILL CONFIRM WHEN
I WANT TO GO AGAIN OK?!
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hahahaha! i know ain is super mad by the way she sent the sms to me.. it's so funny! and to dada also. trying to wake me up but in the end, i can't hear a thing and my phone battery was flat.. LOLOLOL! and again. i'm sorry dolls.. okaye this time round, i will make sure i'll wake up.. HAHAHAHA!
just as i thought things are going to get better in my favour.. but i think, you just have to make it so critical.. why can't you just say,
"NEVERMIND LAH I'M NOT COMING CAUSE'
I KNOW YOU GUYS WANT TO SPEND TIME"
but rather you want to make it sound 'sarcastic' as usual to me and say,
"NEVERMIND LAH I'M NOT COMING CAUSE'
IT SEEMED LIKE YOU'RE BEING FORCED
TO BRING ME ALONG".
you readers tell me.. who doesn't blow up and even to apologise after saying that, i think that will happen in aeons.. all you expect me to do is to treat as per normal and that's it.. THE END of the story.. but you never knew im keeping it inside..
and even though i've only known you for 1 god damn year, i've spent the most time with you.. so don't tell me i've yet to know who you are now.. cause' all your actions and attitudes are all visible to my naked eyes.. and you know bull shitting with me isn't going to work.. why i said you wanted revenge? cause' it happened too much time.. you're saying all that just to save your ass cause' why? cause' you have nothing more to say..
things happen with a blink of an eye.. don't say you pity me that's why you never hit back.. that's again bull shit.. the disease i have is intolerable but like you said, it made you understand more but i guess it's just a disease to you.. a walking disease which you see very wrong walking alongside you.. everything i do is just a pain in the ass.. my wrong is always spotted but yours, never will you do..
yes yesterday is a big drama but there's no reason for you to even ill-treat me even more.. i see every little actions you do.. whether it's right or wrong but don't try to bull shit your way out.. it's disgusting.. facts are facts so make use of it.. if you think sarcasm going to work and how it did like yesterday, think again..
furthermore, it's just you and me and we both know
we're going to get better in anyways..
and for that thinking i had,
iloveyou very much..
