a man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year-old son waiting for him at the door..
son: daddy, may i ask you a question?
dad: yeah sure, what is it?
son: daddy, how much did you make an hour?
dad: that's none of your business. why do you ask such a thing?
son: i just want to know. please tell me, how much do make an hour?
dad: if you must know, i made $50 an hour.
son: oh. may please borrow $25?
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.very touching indeed.. its like begging someone to really spend time with you.. and i start reminiscing.. about me.. which things happen almost the same.. okehh but enough on thad..
seriously, my immune system have been mean to me these days.. i fell sick last week.. and this week, i fell sick again.. down with both fever and flu.. fyi, it is irritating.. aiyo..
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things were big.. very big.. it got out of hand and im left with nothing to defend myself cause' i know it's my fault.. but to think again thad i cried just to make you fall into the trap again, no.. why i cried so hard? thad's the question whc been lingering in my head.. me, myself couldnt make it oud why.. our problem, is our problem.. but i never thought thad you would bring it somewhere, again..
which is very irresponsible and unreasonable.. after whadever you said.. after all thad you freaking want.. and you came back to suck up to everyone.. so to show thad im the bad person, again? oh yes, im always the fucking bitch.. but you're always the goodie asshole.. maybe some friends dont believe me as much as they believe you but im sorry.. im not good at sucking up to people.. they want to be good, then good.. they wanna be bad, suit themselves.. cause' im never to force them to like me..
you think i despise you after all youve done to me.. but you make me this way.. never did i intend to give up.. even if you know how bad i needed you.. bottomline is.. i wont die without you around.. ill make sure thad ill prove to you thad im capable of everything, again on my own.. never in my life would i wanna be enemies with you.. i just need the barrier there.. and you know i dont do barriers.. which means you should think.. i guess things just happened..
*sigh
