besides getting hit in the head, well not literally.. im pretty well bashed up.. it doesnt matter if thads on purpose or not but bottomline, it got into me very well.. so it's still my fault you change again? never would i intend to make anything bad anymore.. well agreed, you're going overboard.. to you, it's like freaking nothing.. you think a simple sorry would cure? now and never im accepting..
in order to protect myself, let's be harsh for once.. *i'll try
who are you to me right now? there's no point stopping me.. after whad you freaking puked to me.. whad just b'cause i need people to help me for dance? you want to get back to me 'cause i called them? 'cause i made the decision to dance with them? you gave me the full pledge.. so im doing whad's right.. if anyone don't like it, they can tell me.. oh i know you very well.. very into this word call 'revenge'..
well bottomeline, im freaking leading my life.. even how bad it seems, im still standing on my own 2 feet *wriggles
it'll be better sooner or later.. i just need patience and time to really let me heal myself.. with a dose of hope and hardwork.. i think thad would work very well..
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raye with dc yesterday had been a blast.. and the day before was with rage.. like omg 2 days in a row and im dying already.. it was tiring but get to go all of their houses.. okehh not really for dc.. ):
didn't get to go to ewin's n eka's place.. but we're so going next week.. and having lasagne (with extra cheese and less spicy) its a must okehh eka?!?! ((:
and to dc out there, you guys are strong.. let's go through everything together again.. and thad includes you eka.. i know whad you've been through so don't try to deny it.. let it out and we'll be there for you.. no point crying over spilled milk.. and guys im so looking forward to 31st.. make it happen and bring EVERYONE! LOL! =D
okehh farah shuddup.. just bring..
mell signing off, ergh!
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