time has been filled with work and dance.. work has been fine but i couldnt really take the workload over there.. it's driving me crazy! :X
but whad other choice do i have? sitting in the corners around geylang and begged for money? *bleurgh
thad's one thing i wouldnt do.. in times of desperation like this, all i have to do now be strong and to believe whad i believe in.. ((:
to be honest with you, i've slacked alot.. in dance to be exact.. don't ask me why man.. i don't even get it why.. well, people have been saying.. or maybe im just not used to this.. this work thingy.. just need to adapt to it.. i have to, for my own sake.. when the responsibilities to come are way heavier than i thought.. *aiyooim just not myself these days.. )):**********
HAHAHAHA! the thought of the audition we had previously was funnehh.. way way funneh.. well, i shouldn't be telling you again cos' by now, i think the whole world knew it already.. -_-"
'star karat', 'feeling bagos' and etc. etc.. i've got it enough.. but like andreas say, TRY COMING IN LATE FOR THE AUDITIONS.. MAYBE YOU GUYS COULD MAKE IT FAR.. -_-"
some people.. two faced motherfucker, i can't help but playing with their games too.. ((:
when we're not in, 'IT'S NOT FAIR, THE AUDITIONS ARE OVER AND THEY CAME LATE!'.. when we're inside, 'GO MAEL, GO AIN' etc. etc.. very the typical malays whad im talking about.. ((:
having the thought thad we got into the finals, really puzzled us alot.. should have seen our freaking faces when the results were announced.. HAHAHAHA! and we got 3rd for the overall competition.. which is okehh but i guess we needa work oud more.. oh yes! and 1 more thing.. and getting to know how people would say 'SAY GOOD LUCK TO ANDREAS.. BUT DON'T TELL HIM IN FRONT OF MAEL'.. in malay i would say, 'MAKSOD?!'.. it's hilarious when the story were told but knowing me, i would just say %^&*%^&*%^&*!
ps: i can't take this anymore.. neither i can take you anymore.. you only want me to see whad you gave but you'll never see my efforts thad i've given all this while.. should've expected it from you.. like you said, WE'RE JUST FRIENDS.. so why the hell should we work things oud if your reason is just thad? you would think thad i would go to someone else if i were to leave you again but i've had enough.. why not, YOU just go to thad person? i know how bad you would want to get to know him.. ((:
i just don't know how am i going to please you anymore.. )):
