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You Hit Me Like A Tidal Wave

The name is Mell. You know I don't care what you think of me.
But, please be considerate and respect whatever I have to say.
At least, leave your name before you go. :)

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Sunday, November 09, 2008

don't talk as if you did nothing.. don't even try to blame me when you, yourself know it's your fault.. oh i forget, you always do thad.. *shrugs
you can try your very best to twist the stories as much as you want.. you can try your very best to tell how much effort you've put in for us to work.. but they will never get the whole picture..

they can tell you to move on with him.. why not?
they can tell you im worthless.. i don't care..
they can tell you im just using you.. so whad?!

but i bet they cant tell you how much i've been suffering and how much did i put in for this fucking relationship to fucking work.. i threw everything aside just for the fucking, you.. when 1 simple conversation you could just say 'DO AS YOU PLEASE, COS' WE'RE JUST FRIENDS'.. WOW! so much for, 'LETS WORK THINGS OUD TOGETHER FROM NOW ON'.. -_-"

i've just lost everything..

- how much i loved you..
- how much i adored you..
- how much i missed you..
- how much i wanted to meet you..
- how much i wanted you to look into my eyes and say, iloveyou..
- how much it feels to be with you..
- how much it feels to be waking up by your side..
- how much it feels when you hugged me so tight..
etc.

so much for everything to work.. i should have known thad this would happen, again.. for something thad i wanted so much, it turned back on me, again.. you're a fucking human being with ultimately, no sense of appreciation towards people especially, me.. *sigh
go on people.. RUN FOR HIM NOW, HE'S FUCKING SINGLE! GO ON! -_-"

and it's time for me now to live life like there's no tomorrow.. ((:


ps: i know you're just going to go against me, again cos' of thad ego in you.. but whad the hell.. i don't care.. idiot..




with most regrets.. ((:

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