
like some people say, i might've been thinking too much.. i might've been contradicting my thoughts too much.. aren't those two just sounds the same? whad the fuck but i think they do.. -__-"
but for the other to not say anything back to me, it's crazy.. no, i'm going crazy.. a
simple appreciation would be nice.. i think i'm expecting too much.. am i expecting too much? i think i'm expecting too much..
maybe i should just give it a rest for now.. read carefully,
for now.. and it doesn't mean thad it's totally gone from my head.. it's still inside and i can't help but think about it, about you.. for the fact thad i tried my best to make it understandable, i think i've failed.. im not sure about thad cos' you're the one to judge thad.. never fail to wake up to butterflies in my stomach sensation everytime in the afternoon.. but i know whad's best and whad's not for me.. and this is, right in the middle..
dangg, i hate this sensation.. expecting the worst thad's yet to come and nightmare, please go away? if i knew it's here, i would rather die than live in denial..