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You Hit Me Like A Tidal Wave

The name is Mell. You know I don't care what you think of me.
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Monday, January 24, 2011

yup.. thats Bound To You by Christina Aguilera from the motion picture "Burlesque".. i loved the movie.. it's even way way better than "Fame".. facts about me, i watch a movie solely because of the actors and actresses.. well, Yogi Bear is an exception.. 'cos its cute..

i just wanted to share with you why this song meant so much to me.. :))

you ever felt so broken in life, you're helpless to do anything that's coming at you and there's nothing you can do about it? yes, Literally nothing.. you just lay down in your bed with nothing but yourself you can depend on.. and afew friends who wished they could help but actually, they can never do anything about it.. it's the fact..

if only i can photograph myself in that situation.. i think i can cry looking at myself in that state, again.. one came right after another.. and crying, is the only thing i could do.. pathetic isnt it? you tell me.. and 1 thing about me, i love putting myself in stupid and dangerous state.. without realising.. *sidetracked* and a friend came.. a friend who gave extra attention.. you've lost everything already, wouldn't you feel extra special already?

*bla*bla*bla*bla*bla*

my questions answered.. in the 1st place, who would answer my ridiculous questions? case closed.. i thought.. we all thought.. but like i said, i love to stand at the edge of the highest mountain alive.. i threw everything away.. every single thing that i have on me.. just to feel what i've felt before.. is that sacrifice worth it? does letting go of that bungee cord worth it? yes, i am selfish.. to myself.. i never gave any chance for myself.. but in a way by doing so, i am..

every single day, i'm hoping.. every single day, i wished.. every single day, i'm bounded tighter to you.. and i never hoped, wished or expect you to come to me.. just be the way you are, before..

<3

ps: yup, we'll always be friends and we'll never lose anything.. :))
psps: thank you friends for crying for me, for being there and whatever ya'll did just to make feel whole again.. <3